Thats exactly the arrogance I mean - I don't want to better myself. I want to code. And I especially don't want to go insane trying to learn math stuff even many mathematicians I know say they don't get it.
But sorry I'm no talker so I have no way to fight on against the coding nirvana - Thats why I'm going back to Objective-C. I prefer the annoyances of C any day to functional programming.